Just once in my Life...

I love my friends. My amazingly smart, I-still-have-a-life friends. But just once in my life, I want to be the person getting congratulated on something. I've congratulated and celebrated so much with my friends and I am truly ecstatic and proud of them. Yet, I wonder when it'll be my turn to impress them, I guess? I know that their process was probably full of blood and tears and that they just keep that a secret, but will that day come when people will be proud that they know me? They haven't here in College Station. Well, I can change that these next four years. College will be my new beginning that I desperately need. High school just seems like a black hole for some reason. Something just feels empty/missing.